WHY DO I NEED THE THINGS I NEED???

Up at 01:24, his bothered about his inabilities to "take the bull by its horn"  and decide what he wants to do with his life.  He blames it on places where he grew up- poor background, raised in dump like vicinity; also blames it on his inability to be in school like everyone his age group was, at age 23 he had lost hope of ever been a student of any school and decided to while away time until his done on earth.  >> Whatever that meant

 His idea of whiling away time

_worked at a number of places for short period of times, 2 months at most

_ learnt alot of things that had nothing to do with his supposed goal, studied sometimes 

_slept quite often 

_researched 

 He wasn't an individual you'd Call an optimist, but his actions were in a way optimistic, everything he did turned him towards a direction that was headed for a goal he had not even quite figured out. 

Was later admitted to The University  where he graduated, never worked a day in his life after that and has his name on a number of high ends business Magazines.

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Probably isn't the best example for the things you've had to wait so long for and still isn't turning out, you try to think of yourself as an exception, still yet things aren't just falling in the right places- deals, contracts, relationships, education, career, businesses, health, finance, family. It doesn't get any easier.  

COME TO THINK OF IT--The things you have(yea sure not all of them)  but most of them, did you have to be sad and depressed to get them? ,did you have to do anything wrong? 

WE HUMANS are quite ungrateful because the things we truly need the most, we have and we never had to work too hard to get- AIR, SHELTER(not everyone has this) OUR 6 SENCES 

Doesn't seem like alot to us cause we haven't had to get burnt because of our inability to see or read the danger signs...

We live in a world where quite a number of people think they have their lives for themselves, where we think that our goals and aspirations are meant to make just ourselves better, little have we realized that we weren't placed on earth for our selves or for personal gain but you help people help other people to help other people...  We need to practice selflessness and be more concerned about why we truly need what we need when we need it- are you trying to oppress that friend that just got that car, or want to be with the guy that's richer than your friends husband (you might be single a longer time) you trying to noticed better at events or tagged "the richest people in this vicinity" 

Trust me when I say money or material  possessions aren't bad,  not at all saying anything to this regard. But  know these for yourself ... Why do i need the things i need??? 

By the way our friend from our story now has a number of outlets where his business affects hundreds of lives - so, what are you doing and whose life are you affecting??